The last couple of weeks have left me in a post holiday haze. I decided to let go for the last two weeks of December and felt very confident that I would be able to maintain enough self control to not undo everything I have accomplished within the last year. Boy was I wrong!
Okay so perhaps I haven't completely unrraveled but close. I have gained back about 18 pounds. I stopped going to gym as much and just pretty much ate whatever I felt like. It amazes me how fast and how easy it was to fall back into old habits! It is now January 10, 2013 and I am back in the saddle.
I have never been into New Year's resolutions because they simply don't work, if it lasts through the first week of January, it usually doesn't last much longer than that. I have made major life changes over the past year and this year is simply a continuation of my personal renovation plan. I joined a biggest loser group at my office so for the next 11 weeks I will be held accountable by those people that I spend every day with. What was I thinking?! Oh yes, accountability, and motivation. I am very competitive and plan to win this contest. I have decided to go back on the HCG shots for another round, possibly two. I will start them as soon as they come in (about 2 weeks). In the meantime I am back on my food plan, eating clean and back at the gym and I have to say that I really missed it!!
I am looking forward to changes this year in all aspects of my journey and my life. I am closing the door to that which has passed and opening a door to new experiences. Bring on 2013, got my big girl panties on and I'm ready to kick some butt!!!
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